are you organized??
i
am by nature a pretty organized person.
i like things in their places.
i
like lists.
i like to know where
everything is.
i like to know what’s
happening next.
basically, it makes me
feel good to be on top of things.
a kitchen remodel (partial, mind you!) wreaks havoc with all
of that. i knew that going in, but opted
to do it anyway, so no one to blame but myself!
we thought about just leaving while all of this was going on, but that
wouldn’t have worked at all. every day
issues come up. decisions have to be
made. work needs to be examined. work needs to be redone. supplies have to be purchased. it’s almost like a job. so, no, not a good time to leave home!
i do find myself getting out of the house more than i normally
would, however. just to escape the noise
and dust and constant presence of someone in my kitchen, limiting access to my
familiar routines. consequently, i feel
totally removed from and behind on all the projects and creative work i am involved
in. not a happy situation for the inner
organizer!
and all the mundane things that we do in a day take at least
twice as long.
because nothing is where
it should be.
and everything is a mess.
it’s a little déjà vu to when we had
our flood 2 years ago.
so…. it’s a good time to test myself. see if i can stay focused on my intentions,
stay calm and present. it’s a minor blip
in the scheme of things, a temporary situation, and as everyone keeps reminding
me… it will all be worth it in the end!
OK, here are some pics (but i so much prefer posting pics of the ocean....)
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| oops - didn't know I had to remove everything first! |
there's my light at the end of the tunnel....